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Promise

The promise is made, the promise is done, the promise is delivered.  The promise is scary, the promise is uncertain, the promise is not promised.  Promise is a big word, Promise is a big responsibility, Promise is heavy.  What if a promise was a wish? Maybe we can wish to promise.  I wish to promise that I will do my best everyday, and if the promise is not fulfilled, I will wish to promise the understanding of why this promise was not fulfilled.  An understanding that only comes from above. I say above because that's where strength comes from. A strength in the knowing that the amount of stars out there is possibly the amount of possible outcomes in this reality.  A promise is not ours to keep, just to wish on. The real keeping of the promise comes from the Holy Divine.  Start wishing to promise and start living.  Give away the expectation and fly. 

Committed

Where do we start?  How do we go about it?  How many steps will it take to get there?  Am I committed to myself, to life, to God?  One day, I want to stand tall. Infront of my fears, in front of my desires, infront of myself and infront of the world.  So what does it take? To be committed?  It takes understanding, bravery, hard work and compassion.  Or... it takes walking the talk. Doing then testifying.  I think a bit of both.  I think the journey to becoming is what matters. Outlook does not create perspective. Perspective is measured by action and outcome/ Cause and effect.  What you see is not always what it is. What is, is what was done.  I want to be an upstanding person to myself, in all directions and in all forms. 

Finding True Love

I think I have been pretty unfair to myself when it comes to love. Letting the outlook of my atmosphere determine the true definition of my Lovely Desire. Love. I think we need to create a universal understanding when it comes to this idea. An  understanding that Love can't be understood an acceptance that Love speaks many languages and many actions, we don't have control over it.  Control. The unidentified disease that eats away at our society. Control doesn't just happen externally, you too seek to control the proceeding of your life daily, and if we are truly honest, you will realise that the more you seek to control, the more out of control it seems to become. For a long time I have been looking, seeking, wishing, aspiring for Love.  Where is it? Why is it not here yet?  I've battled with myself in so many ways, danced in the confusion, allowed the confusion to dictate the outcome of my reality.  It just feels like a never ending cycle of withdrawn action an...